Saturday, 31 March 2012

Smile, Avril Lavigne

You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
But you don't really give a shit
you don't let it go let it go with it
'cause you're fucking crazy rock'n'roll


You said "Hey,
What's your name?"
it took one look
and now I'm not the same
Yeah you said "Hey."
and since that day
you stole my heart
and you're the one to blame


Yeah
and that's why I smile
It's been a while
since every day and everything has
felt this right
and now you're turning all around
and suddenly you're all I need
The reason why I smile

Last night I blacked out I think
What did you, what did you put in my drink?
I remember making out and then, oh, oh
I woke up with a new tattoo
your name was on me and my name was on you
I will do it all over again

You said "Hey,
What's your name?"
it took one look
and now I'm not the same
Yeah you said "Hey."
and since that day
you stole my heart
and you're the one to blame 

Yeah
and that's why I smile
It's been a while
since every day and everything has
felt this right
and now you're turning all around
and suddenly you're all I need
The reason why I smile 

You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control

Yeah
and that's why I smile
It's been a while
since every day and everything has
felt this right
and now you're turning all around
and suddenly you're all I need
The reason why I smile (RSA)

Wednesday, 21 March 2012

2 months!



2 months!
be better for the next yaw!

with love 
-Dev-




Monday, 19 March 2012

Labile

hey there, beautiful ;)

so, it's been 2 weeks I passed every single busy things, and still go on... So, sorry I should say to you cause my inspiration... humm, I don't know, I guess it's hiding somewhere, or maybe lost, so I think I can't make a story or some useful post for you guys. very very sorry :(

haaah. some people say, in second grade of high school you should enjoy it with doing some crazy thing you've never done, or maybe go find who you really are. but some people say, it's time to take a serious way and think about your future. where you gonna take college, what you wanna be, where will you get a job, or... another else scary future things. so, that's what I'm thinking about right now, with big capslock in my head: FUTURE.

I still... yap. really really really confused, scared, worried, and concerned about my college. I've already talk with my parent when they asked me what subject I will take in college, and I said," I like english, mom.". but who knows? I'm a teenager, and I'm labile.

but yeah, I do like english. that's why I was very excited when I took english course on Mercy Gratia so I can learn more about english. for the first step, yeah, little bit dificult, but after thinking and thinking about english, I just realized how hard english is. and... i don't think i can be a master of english. hum...

I just googled about english major, and found that the only way to learn english is by get into english literature. by taking this subject, we can learn about literature, poems, and all history related to english. with our daily way studying english, the way we learn about english is also by speaking, reading, and writing. it's not so hard for you who can speak english very well, because all the books that will you get certainly in english.

yeah, I do interesting in english since four years ago, and I've already studied so much about english. the problem is I feel that I still.... you know what feeling you get when you feel that you can do it but you think you still... hum, what is this, humm.. deficient? 

Universitas Indonesia, is the best university of literature in my country. but everyone knows that it's very- very-super-hard to get there, indeed. beside, UI is located in Jakarta! the only town I hate the most in this world. but... UI is the best university. and everyone dreamed to be UI's colleger. humm.... honestly, i want to be it too...

Universitas Padjajaran is the second. and it's located in Bandung. but... Bandung? I don't have any idea where I should stay... and people in that city... humm... I don't know, but... I'm not sure...

hah. the problem is me, actually. I'm so fastidious. and its me who so scared to be independent, so scared to go far away from parent, and scared with stranger. I'm too worried if I couldn't find friends too :(((

fyi, beside english, I also want to take designing clothes. my bestfriends told me that they have vision I could be designer someday. it's because I can draw some clothes, and they think I'm creative. but to be designer? I like that too, but to be a real 'designer'? you have no idea how blind I am about fabric, fashion, color, and... sewing? oh noo....

I also want to be reporter and also interesting with FITKOM *I like writing*. but... it just some alternatives subject. but... you see? I'm really labile :(

so guys, can you help me? a little advise and comment would make me happy. :)
 

Tuesday, 13 March 2012

Broken Arrow, Pixie Lot

dear readers,
sorry, I'm busy these days *I added english course, so in a week I just have thursday and sunday for take a rest, poor me ya, hiks* and maybe for the next month till I find holidays :(( so, here's the lyric of Pixie Lot and has been my favorite in my playlist. This song actually about a girl who can't leave her memory about her exboyfriend but she already had a boyfriend who keep her well and try to make her happy. But the girl still can't forgot the past. And now, for every my lyric post, I will add the video of the song in order you can hear it simply. That's all and I really miss you!! 

What do you do when you’re stuck
Because the one that you love
Has pushed you away
And you can’t deal with the pain
And now you’re trying to fix me
Mend what he did
I’ll find the piece that i’m missing
But I still miss him
I miss him i’m missing him
Oh I miss him I miss him i’m missing him

And you’re sitting in the front row
Wanna be first in line
Sitting by my window
Giving me all your time
You could be my hero
If only I could let go
But his love has still hit me
Like a broken arrow
Like a broken arrow

He’s the thorn in my flesh
That I can’t take out
He’s stealing my breath
When you’re around
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And now you’re trying to convince me
He wasn’t worth it
But you can’t complete me
It’s the thought that he’s missing

I miss him I’m missing him
Oh I miss him I miss him i’m missing him

And you’re standing in the front row
Wanna be first in line
Sitting by my window
Giving me all your time
You could be my hero
If only I could let go
But his love has still hit me
Live a broken arrow
Like a broken arrow

What do you do
When your hearts in two places?
You feel great but you’re torn inside
You feel love but you just can’t embrace it
When you found the right one at the wrong time

And you’re
Standing in the front row
Wanna be first in line
Sitting by my window
Giving me all your time
You could be my hero
If only I could let go
But his love still hit me
Like a broken arrow
Like a broken arrow