Tuesday, 30 October 2012

Red, Taylor Swift

Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street
Faster than the wind, passionate a sin ended so suddenly
Loving him is like trying to change your mind once you’re already flying through the free fall
Like the colors in autumn, so bright just before they lose it all

Losing him was blue like I’ve never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red
Loving him was red

Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you
Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite tune
Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there’s no right answer
Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong

Losing him was blue like I’ve never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red
Oh red
Burning red

Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes
Tell myself it’s time now, gotta let go
But moving on from him is impossible
When I still see it all in my head
Burning red
Loving him was red

Oh losing him was blue like I’ve never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
‘Cuz loving him was red
Yeah, yeah red
We’re burning red

And after all this going on in my head
Comes back to me, burning red
Yeah, yeah
‘Cuz love was like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street

Sunday, 28 October 2012

Your Guardian Angel, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can’t replace
And now that I’m strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I’ll find deep inside me I can be the one


I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It’s okay. It’s okay. It’s okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I’ll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you’re my, you’re my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don’t throw that away
Cuz I’m here for you
Please don’t walk away and
Please tell me you’ll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I’ll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

The Last

A simple question, "How many have you loved?" Is your answer, one and only? Or is it several, all of whom have shaped your life?


so sweet >,<

Flipped

so happy I can find a spare time to write on my blog again, yey! ^^

I'd like to tell you a movie I watched this morning on HBO: FLIPPED



this a kind of comedy-romantic movie, about two teenagers who grown up in a small neighborhood. They are Juli Baker (Madeline Carrol) and Bryce Loski (Callan McAuliffe). Juli had liked Bryce since they were kids. And she was totally crazy with him. for your information, every single people in their school knew how much Juli adore Bryce. This is the reason why Bryce tried to avoiding her. Because Bryce thought Juli is a freak. 

the time goes on and the time they entered junior high is come. Juli keep defending her feeling of Bryce when Bryce tried to get the most prettiest girl in school. One day, Juli climbed to the top of a sycamore tree and saw a very beautiful view up there. Everyday she insists Bryce to follow her to climbed it, but Bryce always refused. Till there are people who wanted to chopped the tree. Juli didn't want that tree to be chopped down and persuade Bryce to agree with her. But Bryce still didn't notice how important that tree to Juli. since then, Juli tried to forget her feeling to Bryce.

so many moment happened between them. the time when Juli raising hens and gave Bryce some of the eggs while the others are sold, the time when Juli knew all of her eggs were discarded by Bryce, the time when Juli heard Bryce liked her while it just a rumor, the time when Juli's family come to Bryce's house to dinner, etc. till the time Bryce felt something about Juli. and he knew he had flipped!

When Juli was so angry to Bryce and tried to move on from him, Bryce felt the other way. The feeling that he denied before, come back to haunt him. It all flipped. So Bryce started to get Juli back. And all of romantic moment happened...

Based on the novel "Flipped" by Wendelin Van Draanen, this movie give so many beautiful words and give us lessons about family, and love. In my observation, I think that most of man deny their feeling but women try to defend it. Man thinking so much and consider many thing while women prioritize their feeling than their logic. Even this movie might not as good as I think, but I'm pretty sure you'll be hypnotized and touched by words in it. 


“Next time you're faced with a choice, do the right thing. It hurts everyone less in the long run.”- Wendelin Van Draanen, Flipped


Saturday, 27 October 2012

Begin Again, Taylor Swift

Took a deep breath in the mirror
He didn't like it when I wore high heels
But I do
Turn the lock and put my headphones on
He always said he didn't get this song
But I do, I do
I walked in expecting you'd be late
But you got here early and you stand and wait
I walk to you
You pull my chair out and help me in
And you don't know how nice that is
But I do

And you throw your head back laughing
Like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny
Cause he never did
And I've been spending the last 8 months
Thinking all love ever does is
Break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again

You say you never met one girl who
Had as many James Taylor records as you
But I do
We tell stories and you don't know why
I'm coming off a little shy
But I do
But you throw your head back laughing
Like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny
Cause he never did
And I've been spending the last 8 months
Thinking all love ever does is
Break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again

And we walk down the block to my car
And I almost brought him up
But you start to talk about the movies
That your family watches
Every single Christmas
And I won't talk about that for the first time
What's past is past

Cause you throw your head back laughing
Like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny
Cause he never did
And I've been spending the last 8 months
Thinking all love ever does is
Break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again

But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again

Birthday Cards

This October is such a grateful month for myself. My parent is getting better and better :) and so many experience I got in this October. Also with two of my friends: Rafly and Yolanda which both of them have birthday in this month. so I made them these:











I share my creativity to them I loved and made the best present I could give. so, happy birthday! :)

Saturday, 6 October 2012

My Best Friend's Wedding

hello rainy morning :)

yup, such a long period of time I have stopped writing. well, I miss you too, dear. hihi. because it's sunday *forget about biology exam tomorrow* I'd like to post a recommendation of romantic movie of 1997 *which maybe most of you had watched it*, staring by Julia Roberts and Cameron Diaz, which the tittle is:


My Best Friend's Wedding 

yup, it's an old movie, very old movie from 15 years before. Actually when I watched it this morning in HBO, I just wanted to move the channel because I don't like 90's movie. but I watched it anyway. And I definitely  guarantee you that this film was AMAZING! really AMAZING and poor of me cause I didn't watch from the beginning. grrrr. 

the story is about a best friend of Julliane Potter (Julia Robert), Michael (Dermot Mulroney) who will get married with Kimmy (Cameron Diaz). Julliane and Michael have been best friend for 9 years, and that time when Julliane realized that she had fallen in love with Michael is too late. 

and there's George Downes (Rupert Everett) came to help Julliane. Instead of labeled as 'gay', George try to help Julliane with became her fiancé. but the plan with being a happy couple to make Michael jealous failed. Fill with selfishness, Julliane tried harder to win Michael back by canceled the wedding.

it's like another best friend's love story, but you must see the ending. The time when Michael should choose one of them, Kimmy or Julliane, and the time when Julliane forced Michael to cancel the wedding. I mean, it's too confusing and relieving at the same time and we don't know what ending we  should choose: Michael with Kimmy or Michael with Julliane. The story said that Michael and Kimmy were not as happy couple as many people think. They even don't have a song and Kimmy seems quiet weird to Michael. On the opposite, Julliane was a perfect lady to Michael, stood there every time Michael needs her and they have been together for a long time. There's no reason for them to not feel that strange feeling between them.

Kimmy just a real disaster for Julliane. but both of them really fight for Michael. Kimmy knew that she should override her jealousy everytime she saw Michael and Julliane together, same with Julliane.

In the other hand, George which actually the Juliane's ex boyfriend tried to cover his jealousy but still showing his love to Julliane, hoped that she will choose him again. Imagining that you were George, and you pretend that you're okay to see the one you loved love somebody else whereas you've been the perfect one. it's hurt, isn't it?

time goes by, and slowly before the wedding time, Michael felt a same way of Julliane's. He knew that he felt jealous with George, and he felt that he had connection with Julliane. Julliane's plan is work. Michael called Kimmy and told her that he want to cancel the wedding. After some consideration, Michael felt so confuse and don't want to hurt Kimmy. So he back again to married her.

Julliane almost lost her chance to get Michael back, so last plan is to tell Michael that she fall in love with him. When she kiss him, suddenly Kimmy was back there, and she run away. I thought that Michael would choose Julliane, but he didn't. he's chasing Kimmy and he finally felt a very deep loss of love. 

guess how was the ending! Michael get Kimmy back and left Julliane alone!

it's such a complicated way to choose the one we love the most. sometimes, we don't realize and we don't sure that somehow that one who is silly, weird, and stupid is the one who has stollen our heart. the only way to get your love is just fight for them, whatever the obstacle is. you know that you have the right person, so don't lose them. when it happen, there's  no second chance to get them back again. in the other side, don't waste your time to person who don't love you. just fight for them who waste their time with you. 

    
 Michael O'Neill :  Kimmy says if you love someone you say it, you say it right then, out loud. Otherwise, the moment just...
Julianne Potter : Passes you by.